Hi dad well again so much has happened so sorry i have not been on here but i know that you have been with us it has been so hard and trying to get my head round it all has been hard even tho i always new i couldn't have children once someone starts telling you i have to take it in, i know 2013 is going to be my year i just wish you was here with us i never ever knew what love was until i met tob i know like everyone we have had some hard times i love him with all my heart and to be his wife is going to be amazing,everyday i think of you of something we or you did that makes me laugh, and i know tob feels that he knows you but would of love to off met you. and i miss you so much and love you always xxxxxxxxxxxxxx