Happy new year dad 2014 another start of a year without you it just don't seem right I wish every day that that you was here with us, I was saying to Tob that when you was here New Year's Eve was so important to all of us you always made sure we did something together either the great party's we had or going butlins where we had so much fun but now it just is not the same. It has been such a tough year for the family. But as you have always told us to stick together we all miss you so much. The best part of this is the wedding we put everything into it and I know you was there but just wish you was standing next to me when I married my best friend it was amazing. 2014 I hope is going to be my year they is only two things I want 1 is to hug you and never let you go 2 is to be a mum, but I know it will never happen but I can hope, Love you miss you dad Happy new year xxxxxxxxxxx