Good morning dad well that is it I have had the operation so I am so sorry I want be able to give you or mum any more grandchildren💔💔😥😥 it was the hardest decision I had to make but I had to do it for me and tob we couldn't go on like that any more wishing, hoping that one day it would happen as it was killing me inside 💔💔💔 when it didn't, I now coming to terms with that fact but it is hard I pretend I am ok but I am not sure I am I wish you was here to give me that daddy Cuddle because right now I need one. I miss you so much tob has been amazing so supportive and I know we are going to get through this but If I could have one wish it is to have you back with us. The one thing keep with me is when you said that it has happened to me because God knew I was stronger enough to handle it not sure about that but it does keep me going, I love you dad so much and everyday is still hard without you lots of hugs and kisses ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Xxx