hi dad so sorry i havent been on here for so long been trying to sort wedding out i wish you was here to help. i have my op this week and then i will finally find out what is going on i have been finding it so hard not knowing weather i can or can't have them. so i really could do with one of your daddy cuddles, mum has been amazing she is even coming up to look after me the whole week which will be nice. tob got mad redulant which was not good for him but at least wedding is paid for lol but he is stugging to get used to being self employed but he will, again this is where we need you i know you are around just wish you was with me. love you and miss you every minute of the day. love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx